The last time I felt like this I was fifteen years old and I just had my first true creative experience. I was high from excitement, joy and utter discovery. It is like a drug you can loose yourself into, the only consequence being a piece of art that is left behind for people to enjoy. I am changing my course in life back to that which I have known.
I already converted my storage room into a darkroom, and my house will turn into a studio, with brushes and containers filled with magical colors and potions. X-acto knives and rules will rule my household from now on. I missed it and I can answer the questions why I choose analog over digital with conviction!